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I looked at her xanga and started to tear up... I know she will be back on friday but damn... first day I havnt seen her in like 2 months or so... its just insane how close we got its like ripping me apart being so far away for this long... I know we did it in april but it didnt seem this hard then... things were different then... I just wanna wake up and see her face smileing at me telling me im a baby for crying over her leaveing for a week... sadly I have to go through this again when she goes to california... which is going to be even worse because florida is bad but california is 10X worse... I dunno maybe the part she will be in wont be so bad... I think there is another week she will be gone too but Im not sure... it sucks... work sucked last night... this week is going to suck... as much as I wanna be possitive about it... I cant... I need to see her face I need to feel her by my side... I hope she's haveing a good time... I miss you