Its Ok To Let Go
Well yesterday and last night I hung out with my ex-gf, we sort of went to the Terri Clark concert together, she was in the pit with her friends and I was by myself by the grandstand. Afterwards I kinda lost her but later on I found her and her friends on the midway of the fair.
My ex-gf her friends and I walked around, I didnt say much I stayed pretty quiet. My ex-gf's friends were very nice to me though, they inculded me as much as they could, and made sure i was part of the group.
After her friends left my ex-gf and I were talking by her truck, the conversation was ok, the topics were random and they seemed to skip around what was both on our minds, and I felt the need to get what I wanted to say said before we went our seperate ways. After a while I just told her that I was sorry for the mistakes I made in our relationship and that I was sorry it didnt work out between us, she said she was sorry as well. I guess our age difference was one of the main reasons for our breakup, her being 28 and me being 22 was a hard thing for her I guess, she said there are going to be many expierces happening to me in the next few years and that I need to get out there and enjoy them. The conversation was good, and I now feel closure from the relationship, I guess talking about it with her face to face made it more real than the conversations we had via e-mail and txt messages. I feel ok about the breakup now, I feel bad though in other ways because I feel that my life is scattered around and I need to pick it up and get it into order before I lose complete control of it.
My ex-gf and I will try to remain friends, someday soon I plan to take her and her son fishing, I had promised them that I would earlier this year before the breakup and I intend to keep my promise to her and her son even though her and I are no longer together.
Well now that last night is over and all feelings have been expressed to the best that they can be, I feel that it is time to work on myself. I think I might start working out, give myself a bit of a makeover. I have already started the makeover I think by geting my ears pireced again, I think next I'll get a hair cut and maybe some highlights. It will be a whole new me....maybe, I guess we will wait and see.
But for now thats all I have to share, I hope everyone is doing good in their own lives. And as always feel free to leave comments if you wish, I will read them :)
Till the next post!!
Take care everyone
crazylesbian05
My ex-gf her friends and I walked around, I didnt say much I stayed pretty quiet. My ex-gf's friends were very nice to me though, they inculded me as much as they could, and made sure i was part of the group.
After her friends left my ex-gf and I were talking by her truck, the conversation was ok, the topics were random and they seemed to skip around what was both on our minds, and I felt the need to get what I wanted to say said before we went our seperate ways. After a while I just told her that I was sorry for the mistakes I made in our relationship and that I was sorry it didnt work out between us, she said she was sorry as well. I guess our age difference was one of the main reasons for our breakup, her being 28 and me being 22 was a hard thing for her I guess, she said there are going to be many expierces happening to me in the next few years and that I need to get out there and enjoy them. The conversation was good, and I now feel closure from the relationship, I guess talking about it with her face to face made it more real than the conversations we had via e-mail and txt messages. I feel ok about the breakup now, I feel bad though in other ways because I feel that my life is scattered around and I need to pick it up and get it into order before I lose complete control of it.
My ex-gf and I will try to remain friends, someday soon I plan to take her and her son fishing, I had promised them that I would earlier this year before the breakup and I intend to keep my promise to her and her son even though her and I are no longer together.
Well now that last night is over and all feelings have been expressed to the best that they can be, I feel that it is time to work on myself. I think I might start working out, give myself a bit of a makeover. I have already started the makeover I think by geting my ears pireced again, I think next I'll get a hair cut and maybe some highlights. It will be a whole new me....maybe, I guess we will wait and see.
But for now thats all I have to share, I hope everyone is doing good in their own lives. And as always feel free to leave comments if you wish, I will read them :)
Till the next post!!
Take care everyone
crazylesbian05