Eh..

Jul 18, 2007 17:34

I've lived in this place and I know all the faces-
Each one is different, but they're always the same.
They mean me no harm, but it's time that I face it...
They'll never allow me to change.
I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong.
I'm movin' on.
-Rascal Flatts.

It's weird.
Because I've had SUCH a good summer.
I love it here, I really do.
Gastonia's been so much more this summer than I EVER thought it could be.
Like, I've been hanging out with the most amazing people.
And I've been hanging out every night. Which is more than any other summer.
I love these people. I really, really, really do, don't get me wrong.
But I don't belong here.
There's so much drama.
And even though we're not really involved in it...
come next week, we will be.
Which sucks. UGH.
And as much as I love these people, I really wish sometimes, that we would make math jokes.
I miss those. I miss the witty comebacks, because no one here is actually smart enough to make them.
I miss sitting in random breezeways and hallways talking.
I miss being able to just call and see someone two minutes later.
I miss being the stupid one.
I miss people who like country music.
I miss being around people 24/7 literally.
I miss being able to fall asleep in like two minutes.
I miss my fobbbbb.
I miss not having to deal with Mom's shit.
I miss actually enjoying the time I spend with my Daddy.
I miss not caring what I'm wearing.
I miss being where I belong.

<3
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