Dec 08, 2008 13:25
why is it that the first guy that im actually interested in as more than a hookup all year is a) probably completely bad for me and b) seemingly not as interested...even though he initiated all of this...
it is soooo frustrating. i know i shouldnt care. i know i dont want a relationship. but i dont like the idea that nothing can happen. and i dont want to just be a bootycall either...well...not completely
UGH
he's so confusing
i wish he would just be straight up
and not so secretive...even though i know thats partly what attracts me...
i would do this...