:(
i guess i knew it would have to happen sooner or later...i just always figured it would happen later. but such is life. i just hope that this is the right thing and that everyone will be happy, even if not immediately. i just dont really know what to do at this point. it was so much of my life and now i just feel lost. i had the whole rest of the year planned out pretty much...maybe that was the problem. half of me knows this was the right thing, but the other half is hating myself for it. and both halves are miserable. but thats to be expected.
this really sucks.
this really sucks.