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Hey guys...well lets see here. Today was a shitty A day. The day was boring but it had some good times. Like when chelseas flight got screwed up and she got to come hang w/ me the rest of the day! OMG SNEEZY THAT MADE MY DAY...I LOVE YOU LOTS. I'M GONNA BE BORED WHEN YOUR AT A COLLEGE HAVING FUN THIS WEEKEND...DONT FORGET TO PARTY IT UP FOR ME AND FLAP YOUR WINGS! Did like nothing in all my classes today it was kinda like a blow off day but w/e. Then I didn't go to crew and just came home cuz I'm dead tierd. Haven't taken my nap yet but I'm going to. Lately I've been stressed and I've had a lot on my mind. I keep thinking about like why every relationship I have w/ all my friends are different. Like when I see certain people I smile and they make me laugh and it's like we never fight, but then w/ other people it's like yeah we have our good times but we do have some bad too. Do you ever wonder why you act differently when your w/ certain people. Idk lately I've been acting like I'm happy and sometimes I really am but others it's kinda like I wanna run away and get away from all this stress. Maybe you guys don't feel like this but I deff. have been these couple of weeks. I think like maybe I'm gonna change...like not a huge change but the relationships I have w/ people where I'm just not happy I think I'm gonna fade away from those relationships...I mean how likes being sad. I sure as hell don't and I want to be happy and smile 247. Idk I guess I've just got shit on my mind and gotta get stuff figured out. I'm deff. not big on talking about things like how I feel b/c whenever you tell a certain person how you feel and crap like I always feel weird for a couple of days and I hate feeling like that cuz I'm a real person and I like being myself around all my friends. I'm just feeling weird lately. Well tomorrow I'm supposed to go up north for the weekend and part of me wants to go so I can take time and think about things but if I don't go that will be fun too cuz I get to stay w/ my cousin and have fun and I think I need that too. Who knows what I'll do. I can't wait for monday 2 good things are going on...SARA'S BIRTHDAY AND I GET MY CAR...WOOT WOOT! Still gotta get good old sara something good for her birthday which I have no clue what that is going to be, I gotta talk to some of her buds to get some good ideas since she is deff. no help in telling me what to get her. Well I'm tierd so I'm gonna go take a nap and stuff...LOVE YA GUYS!