Jan 03, 2005 02:52
Well this weekend was alright. I went to Ohio to see my grandma for New Year's and I got to see the old stomping grounds..fun fun. We went over to two of my dad's friend's houses and that was kewl because me and Kari pretty much grew up with them so they're like uncles. I didn't get to see Robby on New Year's though and it's our first one together so it seriously sucked. I still haven't seen him yet but he's supposed to come over in about 6 hours so I can't wait! I'm still an insomniac for whatever reason so I really haven't slept for about a week...no joke...and I'm not even tired! It's definetly crazy. Maybe I should take some sleeping pills or something...who knows.
Robby said something today that seriously turned my frown upside down ;), he told me that he wanted to move the wedding up to this coming December or January. I almost started crying. It's really quite strange you know, you go throughout your whole life wondering if anyone will ever understand you, love you even, and you get your heart broken so many times that you think you'll die, but right when you think that you could take no more and you think your life's about to end...you find him(or her)and all of a sudden the world's a great place again. It's somewhat sad that we have to rely on other people for happiness, but then again God made women for men and vice versa so I guess "it's all in the cards." Anywho, my point is that I'm really in love with Robby and for once in my life, I'm for sure that he loves me too. That is the greatest feeling of all.
~I Love You Robby!~
P.S. For all of you who prayed for Kari(I think one person)thank you...she's alright now. :)