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There's nothing like spending 4 hours in a smoke-filled bar with drunken middle-aged women who can't sing to karaoke or dance with any rhythm.
*sigh* And coming home smelling like Joe the Camel threw up all over you, well, nothing beats that. I had to take a shower at 2 in the morning because I couldn't fall asleep if I smelled like that. Bah. And my purse and jacket smell like smoke too.
Needless to say, last nite kinda sucked. I felt like crap because I didn't have anything planned for a Friday nite, and then my sister whisked me off to a bar ("make yourself look like you're 21") which was fun at first, but then everyone we were with got so shit faced I just wanted to walk out. Plus there were so many HORRIBLE people singing karaoke and the volume was SO LOUD I thought my head was going to explode.
I don't understand women who are self proclaimed "party people". Who can go out every weekend, get completely plastered within an hour, make a complete ass out of themselves in front of friends and fellow employees and still go home with dignity? Sorry, I just don't get it. I'll never be that kind of woman.
I'm worried. I had a terrible dream last nite that these two guys found out I was dating both of them at the same time (although I'm not really anymore...) and they ended up hating my guts. I cried profusely (in my dream of course). Bah. What's with all of these emotions.
I'm also worried that Zach hasn't called me? He wasn't in Drawing class yesterday (which, if you knew him, you'd know he wouldn't miss drawing for anything) and when i called his house last nite around the time he gets home from work, his dad said he wasn't there. I told him to have him call me when he got in, but when I came home at 2am he still hadn't called?
whydoilikehimsomuch damnit.! this is retarded.
anyways
Fall is approaching. I <3 fall.
*sigh* And coming home smelling like Joe the Camel threw up all over you, well, nothing beats that. I had to take a shower at 2 in the morning because I couldn't fall asleep if I smelled like that. Bah. And my purse and jacket smell like smoke too.
Needless to say, last nite kinda sucked. I felt like crap because I didn't have anything planned for a Friday nite, and then my sister whisked me off to a bar ("make yourself look like you're 21") which was fun at first, but then everyone we were with got so shit faced I just wanted to walk out. Plus there were so many HORRIBLE people singing karaoke and the volume was SO LOUD I thought my head was going to explode.
I don't understand women who are self proclaimed "party people". Who can go out every weekend, get completely plastered within an hour, make a complete ass out of themselves in front of friends and fellow employees and still go home with dignity? Sorry, I just don't get it. I'll never be that kind of woman.
I'm worried. I had a terrible dream last nite that these two guys found out I was dating both of them at the same time (although I'm not really anymore...) and they ended up hating my guts. I cried profusely (in my dream of course). Bah. What's with all of these emotions.
I'm also worried that Zach hasn't called me? He wasn't in Drawing class yesterday (which, if you knew him, you'd know he wouldn't miss drawing for anything) and when i called his house last nite around the time he gets home from work, his dad said he wasn't there. I told him to have him call me when he got in, but when I came home at 2am he still hadn't called?
whydoilikehimsomuch damnit.! this is retarded.
anyways
Fall is approaching. I <3 fall.