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Why in the hell do I always relize the mistakes that I have caused when it's way too late. I mean I'm so bizzy trying to change other people instead of changing myself. Escpecialy when it come to my relationship. I mean... I know that I'm 90% in the wrong... But I can't blame it on "It's just a gurl thing, you need to be a gurl James to understand the whole consept of gurls..." WHATEVER....
See I want a public opinion... Would any of you, being a gurl or a guy, would let the opposite sex talk to your loved one in a manner that was innapropriate or call them like five times in one night? Just thought that I would ask...
He tells me that they are just friends and that I need to be more secure about our relationship. But those "just freinds" would write him notes that say this....
"So much for comming over to my house... and you looked very sexii today.. your hot... and write me a long note so can write you a long note back...." that shit pisses me off, on top of the fact that they called him over and over again when we were trying to enjoy our anaversary.....
I know that he's a good looking guy and becuase he's still in high school, there are going to be those gurls that will try to ruin our relationship. But those gurls are his freinds, like almost all of them. He tells me that they are just friends.... yeah I know that... But they don't need to talk to him like that... they don't need to ask if were still together so they can get with him. At the begining of the year soo many gurl tried to get him to cheet on me or came to me claiming that he had cheeted on me... The if I was around him, they would ack like they never knew him. He tell me they do that becuase they are afraid of me... They better be...I know better than that.. I fucking lived with him. We spent ever minute together.
I need to work on trusting him and this relationship if I plan on staying with him becuase I keep telling him that I think that he's cheeting on me with these gurls... And he crys becuase he knows its not true, or is it? see that's the kinda change in talkin about... He almost called it off with me last night becuase I was wiggin out cuase I really thought that he was.... I old him the entire true on how I felt. And I'd rather not get into it on here. Ive aleady written too much....
This is the thing though..... I dont want him to abuse the fact that I made a promise that I would try to not be so over protective and jelious and all that.... Would you?
See I want a public opinion... Would any of you, being a gurl or a guy, would let the opposite sex talk to your loved one in a manner that was innapropriate or call them like five times in one night? Just thought that I would ask...
He tells me that they are just friends and that I need to be more secure about our relationship. But those "just freinds" would write him notes that say this....
"So much for comming over to my house... and you looked very sexii today.. your hot... and write me a long note so can write you a long note back...." that shit pisses me off, on top of the fact that they called him over and over again when we were trying to enjoy our anaversary.....
I know that he's a good looking guy and becuase he's still in high school, there are going to be those gurls that will try to ruin our relationship. But those gurls are his freinds, like almost all of them. He tells me that they are just friends.... yeah I know that... But they don't need to talk to him like that... they don't need to ask if were still together so they can get with him. At the begining of the year soo many gurl tried to get him to cheet on me or came to me claiming that he had cheeted on me... The if I was around him, they would ack like they never knew him. He tell me they do that becuase they are afraid of me... They better be...I know better than that.. I fucking lived with him. We spent ever minute together.
I need to work on trusting him and this relationship if I plan on staying with him becuase I keep telling him that I think that he's cheeting on me with these gurls... And he crys becuase he knows its not true, or is it? see that's the kinda change in talkin about... He almost called it off with me last night becuase I was wiggin out cuase I really thought that he was.... I old him the entire true on how I felt. And I'd rather not get into it on here. Ive aleady written too much....
This is the thing though..... I dont want him to abuse the fact that I made a promise that I would try to not be so over protective and jelious and all that.... Would you?