life
i promise that this isnt going to be long....
isnt life so strange... why is it that when you care about something so much, there are all these complications that come with it... why is it that when somethings one your mind that you want to do or half to do, there are all these closed locked doors that you have to figure out how to open to just find another one.
ive found someone that i care a whole lot for.... more than i can imajine. and i think that he cares equally the same. i just think that hes afraid to show it.... i can here it in is voice, i can see it in the way that he looks at me.... i can feel it when he talked to me or touches me.... i think that he feels the same as me, he's just confused right know, and doesnt know how to let himself loose to ledt his emotions show... i thought that Kev was perfect for me... man was i ever wrong... this guy.. JOSH.. not only has been a neighbor, but a best freind, my company whenever i need, my confedant, someone that i can trust.... but god give me the strength to fight the battle of my emotions, feelings, that i have for him untill i get an answer... now i'm prepared for anything.... god gave me the strength to ignore and not battle with the gurls that was him closer than i have... he had to be ONE of the sweatest entities that i have ever met.... heeee mmmaaakkkeeee me ever so happy... i will never loose him... no matter the answer... i just hope that he understand how i feel... theres no comprhending that.
well i said that i wasnt going to make this long... so i think that i'm going to stop here....
jessica renee' stewart
isnt life so strange... why is it that when you care about something so much, there are all these complications that come with it... why is it that when somethings one your mind that you want to do or half to do, there are all these closed locked doors that you have to figure out how to open to just find another one.
ive found someone that i care a whole lot for.... more than i can imajine. and i think that he cares equally the same. i just think that hes afraid to show it.... i can here it in is voice, i can see it in the way that he looks at me.... i can feel it when he talked to me or touches me.... i think that he feels the same as me, he's just confused right know, and doesnt know how to let himself loose to ledt his emotions show... i thought that Kev was perfect for me... man was i ever wrong... this guy.. JOSH.. not only has been a neighbor, but a best freind, my company whenever i need, my confedant, someone that i can trust.... but god give me the strength to fight the battle of my emotions, feelings, that i have for him untill i get an answer... now i'm prepared for anything.... god gave me the strength to ignore and not battle with the gurls that was him closer than i have... he had to be ONE of the sweatest entities that i have ever met.... heeee mmmaaakkkeeee me ever so happy... i will never loose him... no matter the answer... i just hope that he understand how i feel... theres no comprhending that.
well i said that i wasnt going to make this long... so i think that i'm going to stop here....
jessica renee' stewart