nightmares & sage
It's too bad I haven't been keeping up with this journal. The past couple of weeks have been full of nightmares. One of them involved a girl with a broken jaw throwing up dead flies. Another where all of our cars doors were wide open and a white demon forced me into a corner and pushed me up to the cieling choking me while I screamed Ricky. And last night I drempt that I lived with my whole family in a house in the country we were all on the back deck having a good time and i saw something round up in the sky flying towards us really fast, it almost hit my dad, pretty soon thousands of these things were flying right at us from space and we were just trying to protect one another. It was really scary. I wanted to just call my dad and talk to him because I miss him.
Anyways, it's Saturday morning and Ricky just went to work and I burnt some sage that Jenni gave me starting from the basement up I blessed every corner and every room of my house. I don't know if it will keep my nightmares away but at least it's something.
Well I think I'm going to go over to my moms for a swim and then going to lindsays for their neighborhood party thing..I'm soo tired though. I need to drink more of this coffee now, bye.
Anyways, it's Saturday morning and Ricky just went to work and I burnt some sage that Jenni gave me starting from the basement up I blessed every corner and every room of my house. I don't know if it will keep my nightmares away but at least it's something.
Well I think I'm going to go over to my moms for a swim and then going to lindsays for their neighborhood party thing..I'm soo tired though. I need to drink more of this coffee now, bye.