I should be happy, but...
So I should be totally extatic and excited and blissfull...
I just got a huge raise at work...because the corporation that owns my company, finally followed through with the project of bringing all out salaries to a competative level with the industry, also trying to keep good people like me from going to other companies, it's an excellent raise, like life changing actually, but....
my head is so fucked right now, I can only focus on the negative, like, this is going to put me in a higher tax bracket...it'll effect my rent, due to bumping me up to the next income level, and so on, and so on...
I'm getting tired from my head running so much and trying to break me down.
Like the Bush song says, "I don't wanna come down off this cloud, cuz it's taken me all this time to get here...."
That's exactly how I feel, but the demons in my head want nothing more than to drag me down out of the clouds.
I'll get better with time, but I can't help but wonder when.
Love you all, thanks for listening to my rant.
I just got a huge raise at work...because the corporation that owns my company, finally followed through with the project of bringing all out salaries to a competative level with the industry, also trying to keep good people like me from going to other companies, it's an excellent raise, like life changing actually, but....
my head is so fucked right now, I can only focus on the negative, like, this is going to put me in a higher tax bracket...it'll effect my rent, due to bumping me up to the next income level, and so on, and so on...
I'm getting tired from my head running so much and trying to break me down.
Like the Bush song says, "I don't wanna come down off this cloud, cuz it's taken me all this time to get here...."
That's exactly how I feel, but the demons in my head want nothing more than to drag me down out of the clouds.
I'll get better with time, but I can't help but wonder when.
Love you all, thanks for listening to my rant.