Last Day...
Today was Adam's last day in San Marcos.
A lot has happened since the last time I updated this journal, but I believe we're doing a lot better. The only thing that frustrates me, like always, is the amount of girls he texts. I just don't understand why he starts texting new girls...he's talking to me...he shouldn't want to be getting to know these girls. I don't care how long he's known them...it's shady that he texts them all the time now. Maybe I'm just paranoid, but I doubt it.
The more time goes by, the more I fall. I don't understand it really, cause I'm still not exactly happy with our situation. If it's not going anywhere than I need to let him go, but he insists that he wants to be with me. It makes me upset that couples that began dating before he & I are official & doing good. Am I not enough? What more does he want? I've gone above & beyond for him. I feel like this always happens to me. I'm just a sucker for boys who share my interests. I'm a girl, hence, I'm dumb.
I just really want him to come back. :(
A lot has happened since the last time I updated this journal, but I believe we're doing a lot better. The only thing that frustrates me, like always, is the amount of girls he texts. I just don't understand why he starts texting new girls...he's talking to me...he shouldn't want to be getting to know these girls. I don't care how long he's known them...it's shady that he texts them all the time now. Maybe I'm just paranoid, but I doubt it.
The more time goes by, the more I fall. I don't understand it really, cause I'm still not exactly happy with our situation. If it's not going anywhere than I need to let him go, but he insists that he wants to be with me. It makes me upset that couples that began dating before he & I are official & doing good. Am I not enough? What more does he want? I've gone above & beyond for him. I feel like this always happens to me. I'm just a sucker for boys who share my interests. I'm a girl, hence, I'm dumb.
I just really want him to come back. :(