Starry Skies
Two years ago, Jess decided to tell me what you had done.
I never thought I'd be so grateful that she did.
What if she hadn't told me? You never would have.
I would've continued living a lie, just as you were.
So many things wouldn't have happened.
I have so many unanswered questions.
I just want to know so much.
It won't hurt me to know the truth, even if you think it might.
I know it won't.
It might make me resent you more, but I want to know either way.
It's not like we have anything to lose.
Which is why I don't understand why you don't
just want to TALK about what happened to us.
I feel like every single time you told me you loved me
you were talking out of your ass.
Did you feel like you needed to "love" me in order for me to be happy?
I really hope that's not true, cuz if it is I feel like we both
wasted way too much time on each other.
If you think you geniunely meant it, when did you stop?
Was it after Justin? Cuz if it was, that could've been prevented.
You know how? By you not cheating on me.
Ta-da! Am I a genius or what?
No, I'm just not as heartless as you are.
Anyway..
I really think I could fall for Adam.
He seems like everything I want right now.
Even if we don't last forever.
I think he has what I would like in a boyfriend.
I really wanna get to know him better(: