Oct 06, 2006 19:24
so during my mid-afternoon screwdriver i raided my old school music. aka. thursday, tbs, the used, my chemical romance, and this band that my sister listens to now. maybe bowiling for soup or something i duno thier name. but i remember the words. and its FALL TIME my love. i like when things are getting ready for winter. and all the harvest and the smells and pumpkins and halloween and my birthday and what used to be birthday weekend. its not the same anymore i'm okay with that though. i'm glad we're all growing. it just kinda is sad sometimes. i rememeberd today all the times i drove around getting stoned afterschool i miss that..lol i but i cant afford to get stoned after school anymore i'm a broke bitch who works her ass off... where does all my money go? fuck. lol i havent worked on a friday in quite sometime so i look to fucking off tonight i dont really care. fuck iga for real i need to move on but its just so simple to wokr there i can get whatever days off and its just down the street. it seems well not so much anymore but it was.
*her name is nona shes a rocker with a nose ring*
i'm going to school to get an education so i can make a buck or two in life. its kinda lame but it's the way i suppose. i dont wanna work at iga FOREVER! thats what i keep teling myself. so thats whats happening.
sometimes i wish we could all just chill hang out and things could be normal again but i know its not possible. i'm attempteing to accept it and its kinda hard sometimes but eh so is life it moves on
this is just a babble so screw off if you wanna leave me a bitchy comment.
*all i gots' a moped*
growing up sucks. i used to bitch how i just wished it'd happen well i want that wish back. to be 17 forever. lol i doubt i'd like it. but what do i know.
im living it as it comes taking it as i get it. and from here i hope to go far.
peace and love
HOES