wednesday

[crazyjuney3]

why do i keep crying about him? i cant think about him without crying. i miss him so much sometimes and then other times i cant stand him. i can't tell if i'm still in love. i didn't think i was, but i think i was fooling myself. why am i so broken up and crazy over him--over this? gahhh.

i leave for orlando today. bill & vinny are going with me. then like 2390823 other people (or really like 10) are staying at brandon's too. going to be one crazy ass weekend.

i need to go to bed.

love me.