damn

Feb 07, 2005 19:07

When i was in a play during middle school i was so afrid that i was going to forget my lines that i practiced them for a week in advance, mind you this was middle school with a 2 bit part. anyways i got out there and did it great, and halfway through, i lost all thought what so ever, and all i could do is say damn into the microphone.

I have have long prepared for this day, to make my heart able to let go, or to be able to accept the loss. my Father has called it quits. My mother will move out some time soon, correction, mrs. Hyde is going away. I believe i lost my mother in the car accdent, she never was able to come back, maybe for a day or two the she would dissapear for 2 months.
I'm not asking for help, i don't do that but i just want people to understand why im going to be - not myself - for a time. what can i do?, have i tried hard enough?
so when im better more composed, i'll type back in
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