Finally, a release...that's what she said
I check LJ every day and somehow forget that I am capable of making my own entries instead of just watching others.
This is the only place I can write now where I am not watched by potential employers and other professionals who's opinions I care about too much to be myself. I can't rant, I can't let my anger and discomfort out and just say FUCK THIS SHIT, not even on the sites created for that very reason. I feel uncomfortable mentioning things even slightly hinting towards a non G-rated subject. It's bullshit.
Fuck this shit.
Ah. That feels good. I'm better now.
Maybe that's all I needed.
This is the only place I can write now where I am not watched by potential employers and other professionals who's opinions I care about too much to be myself. I can't rant, I can't let my anger and discomfort out and just say FUCK THIS SHIT, not even on the sites created for that very reason. I feel uncomfortable mentioning things even slightly hinting towards a non G-rated subject. It's bullshit.
Fuck this shit.
Ah. That feels good. I'm better now.
Maybe that's all I needed.