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I really need to do something and I am not sure what it is yet. I need something to start going right. I feel after all this effort and all this time I deserve to win. I deserve for something to work out for me, to find someone who loves and cares about me as much as I do about them. I thought I had, but now, I don't really know anymore, everything has just gotten so fucked up that I don't even know anymore. Maybe she does, who knows; maybe now really is just a tough place that she needs to get through and things will be alright in the end. In general, I thought a meant alot, ALOT more to her than this. When I told her I wanted to spend time with her, I meant just that...HER! Not her ex gf! She dosen't seem to be grasping the concept that it makes me uncomfortable, and I don't see why she can't give me some of her time. She spends a fuck of alot of time with her ex anyway, I don't see why I am not entitled to at least some of it. grrrrrrrrrr....women suck!
HOW THE FUCK DO I GET THROUGH TO HER?????
WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON??????
WHY?
WHAT AM I GOING TO EVEN DO ANYMORE BECAUSE I JUST DON'T KNOW??????
HOW THE FUCK DO I GET THROUGH TO HER?????
WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON??????
WHY?
WHAT AM I GOING TO EVEN DO ANYMORE BECAUSE I JUST DON'T KNOW??????