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i want to write in here all the time except then i get to this posting entry page and find myself with nothing to say.
i think it's funny how in the winter i hate winter and in the summer i hate summer. autumn is my favorite. i actually want to go to school. it's very weird. i feel very disconnected from the rest of the world when the only people i'm seeing are my friends and the people i work with. not that it's really a bad thing i just like to be in a populated environment.
i'm afraid to get older. college is weird to think about. it's hard to picture myself at any of the 15 that are currently on my list. i don't think i actually even want to go to most of them, i'm just wicked anal and don't want to miss anything important. i'm not worried about keeping in touch with my friends. i don't know how to completely reinvent my life it's going to be difficult.
i have all of next week off of work because of band camp. not like i really needed to take it off, since band camp only goes until 2, but i want to make sure i can get in the things i want to do before school starts. i have to practice my flute, clean my room (again), hopefully read at least one more book, see my friends as much as i can, and do my summer reading and calculus take home.
k i'm done rambling about nothing bye.
i think it's funny how in the winter i hate winter and in the summer i hate summer. autumn is my favorite. i actually want to go to school. it's very weird. i feel very disconnected from the rest of the world when the only people i'm seeing are my friends and the people i work with. not that it's really a bad thing i just like to be in a populated environment.
i'm afraid to get older. college is weird to think about. it's hard to picture myself at any of the 15 that are currently on my list. i don't think i actually even want to go to most of them, i'm just wicked anal and don't want to miss anything important. i'm not worried about keeping in touch with my friends. i don't know how to completely reinvent my life it's going to be difficult.
i have all of next week off of work because of band camp. not like i really needed to take it off, since band camp only goes until 2, but i want to make sure i can get in the things i want to do before school starts. i have to practice my flute, clean my room (again), hopefully read at least one more book, see my friends as much as i can, and do my summer reading and calculus take home.
k i'm done rambling about nothing bye.