finally...the beginning of my summer is here.
hey everyone! it's been a long time since i last posted cuz i haven't really had time to. been busy busy busy living my life and having a blast! which i think is a pretty damn good excuse. lol. lemme think what's new...well i got a new job. it's a mcdonalds which is kinda crappy but it is better than nothing and i get paid pretty good compared to the other people who have been working there a few months and get paid less than me. hehehe. suckers!!! lol. j/k. it isn't so bad there, just a pain in the ass every once in a while especially since the one manager that i like quit. : ( oh well. today was the last day of school for me until july 18th when i go to summer school for english. but then i graduate on like august 10th or sumthin like that. can't wait. friday everyone else is graduating. i'm going so i can take pics and be proud of all of my friends that they made it. i'll prolly end up crying but that's okay. lol. other than going to school and work, i just hang out with chris most of the time and sometimes jamie...i swear, i love that girl! lol. today is the one day that i don't get to see chris much, makes me sad. he has to work a double but maybe i'll get to see him after work. which will most likely happen. monday was a month for us...i'm so happy that we've made it this far. it isn't that long but it is the longest one since keith. chris is just the greatest! he treats me the best that i've ever been treated and we always have fun and he always makes me laugh and smile. me and him had a serious talk monday night and we both think that our relationship is definently becoming so much more. as scary as it is to say or think...i think i could be in love again. but b/w him and keith it is so much more different. and it is a great different!!! life is just so great for once!!! it's so crazy to be able to say it but i'm so happy that i finally can and really really mean it. next month b/w the 11th and 14th me, my mom and dad, steph, vicki, chris, and maybe ashley are all going to ocean city for my parents and vickis birthday and all of the stuff. i can't wait!!! it is gonna be so great! then on the 13th chris's parents are going out of town for a week. july is gonna be a great month! then the luau is next month. chris is going too and i think my cousin david is so that will be great! then warped tour is in august which i'm going to and chris is planning on going also. i swear we do just about everything together. he swears that he won't get tired of me but i guess we'll see what happens. but then in august i turn 18! i can't wait cuz then i can finally go clubbing. me, jamie, vicki, chris, and whoever the fuck else are all going...i just don't want no party poopers! fuck that bs! it is all gonna be so great. my last summer of freedom. goodness me. i'm hoping i'll get into rcc by the fall. chris is gonna help me with all of that stuff since he is going back in the fall. so after the summer it will be nothing but school and work. it's gonna be sad though cuz jamie is moving to nc by the end of the summer and i prolly won't see amber for a long time. my two best friends. gosh it is gonna suck. i just wanna cry thinking about it. i dunno what i'll do without them both. i miss amber just as it is right now. i know jay does even more but i just want my best friend back to talk to at school. i hate ppl sometimes...i swear i do. but other than all that i don't think much else has changed. if all goes as planned, i should be taking behind the wheel by the end of this month. that will be great! i hate having to ask ppl for rides all the time. but i've updated enough so i'm out. have a great summer everyone!!!!