feelin' restless
First midterm rush is over. Had an econ midterm on Wednesday, then work, then section, then work again till 12am... then I came home to write my philosophy paper. Didn't start till 3am. Didn't finish till 7am. I think it turned out pretty good nevertheless. Then dosed off in front of Prof. Hom... so embarrasing in a small classroom! I really wanted to smoke tonight, since as you all can see 4/20 didn't really happen for me at all.
I watched some videos of the arrests at Tent U on Monday night and it was pretty gruesome. I don't see how any of those kids deserved what they got. CoolString keeps posting that they were arrested because they were resisting arrest... makes no sense at all. There has to be an attempted arrest for someone to get the chance to actually resist arrest. And being arrested because of University policy of no camping on campus is a bit harsh. CAMPus...CAMP US... get it? Aaaanyways...
I believe Larkin has gotten himself addicted to yet another internet forum. And this one really is all my fault. Just say no. I miss him, but filling my days with things that I probably wouldn't have done otherwise feels satisfying. Right now I can't understand why it's so hard to combine being together and being yourself, but when deciding at a moment's notice it's incredibly easy to cave in. Dinner or swimming? Take a nap or ride my bike? Sex or reading? Come on now. I believe that a synthesis of the two can happen though.
I'm really determined to do well this quarter. I wonder how many times I've uttered that phrase since I started college? Probably the same number as the quarters I've gone through.
I watched some videos of the arrests at Tent U on Monday night and it was pretty gruesome. I don't see how any of those kids deserved what they got. CoolString keeps posting that they were arrested because they were resisting arrest... makes no sense at all. There has to be an attempted arrest for someone to get the chance to actually resist arrest. And being arrested because of University policy of no camping on campus is a bit harsh. CAMPus...CAMP US... get it? Aaaanyways...
I believe Larkin has gotten himself addicted to yet another internet forum. And this one really is all my fault. Just say no. I miss him, but filling my days with things that I probably wouldn't have done otherwise feels satisfying. Right now I can't understand why it's so hard to combine being together and being yourself, but when deciding at a moment's notice it's incredibly easy to cave in. Dinner or swimming? Take a nap or ride my bike? Sex or reading? Come on now. I believe that a synthesis of the two can happen though.
I'm really determined to do well this quarter. I wonder how many times I've uttered that phrase since I started college? Probably the same number as the quarters I've gone through.