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WOW DUDE!! I need to get a hold of myself all of a sudden reading these live journals im like depressed what the h3ll!!!!
I mean I dont get depressed I just get really emotional and to add it on my friends think im a complete asshole wtf! Why does life have to be so complicated I mean I kno we all do go through these times but its every fuckin day and to see all my friends hurt and confused and losing friends I mean I had friends coming out of my ass not to sound concieted or anything you kno what I mean and now its almost like theres a limit "FIVE TRUE FRIENDS ONLY" you know i mean i have friends but i dont have enough friends i can trust and tell my bussiness to! and it cuts me deep inside i mean what the h3ll. And then i have the "suppose to be true friends" who you tell stuff to and they run there mouths and that irks me to h3ll and i mean why????
And i really don't understand why we are so young and all depressed? i really think its society and the years we grew up in because i talk to my parents and stuff they never went through this much drama through their whole life! I dont think we know how good we have it our parents give it all for us and would do anything fo rus and we turn around and be really mean to them i mean i know sometimes they deserve it but dude only to a extent and only so far so do you think it would be better if we all got along with our parents or does this have anything to do with parents????????
AND AGAIN SORRY ALEXIS JEAN TIMM FOR NOT COMING TO YOUR PARTY I FEEL LIKE CRAP!!