Apr 05, 2005 21:04
Do you think I'm just greedy?
Maybe that's it,
Do I lock myself out of you for that reason?
Yes, I just want to be outside your reach
Isn't that why I'm trying to rush out of here
Out of where you are
Out of where you live
But no, no matter what you have to stop me
You have to hold me back
With your greed and your might
With your jealousy and your ego
Fine hold me back
And you know what? How about you kill me with that too
I don't fucking care anymore, thats what you wanted all along, wasn't it?
Thats what you wanted it
I'm a failure, remember?
I'm a failure
I didn't grow up to be the great star you wanted me to be
I didn't grow up to exel above the rest
No, I didn't
I didn't become your great child
Fuck it, I didn't become as great as you were
As great as you are
I don't care if you left your home, your family, your country while you were a teen
Why don't you get it through you that I'm not you?
Nor will I ever be
Far from it
I'm trying to get away from you
Thats what you accomplished
Are you happy now?
Holding me back won't do shit
Holding me back will only make me want to leave more
Make the pain worst, go ahead
Its an open wound now
Fucking kill it
And it'll be over
Or let me go
And I'll be fine
Just fucking choose
It hurts too much
Just fucking choose