sexy boy
I love my sexy boy Ferdinand Borrero SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much. Talking to other guys on the phone like BEAR made me realize this (i care about my bear to death but nobody beats my baby) Ferdinand is sooooo sweet to me. He is not afraid to tell me how beautiful i am, and he's not afriad to share his emotions, and he's not afraid to act goofy, and he's just fearless!!!! He cheated death twice which means he's invincible and he is gonna be here for a long time. I remember when he got into his TERRIBLE accident and how my energy and his energy collided and i knew something bad had happened, and i prayed. i had never prayed so hard before. but i know that my positive vibrations went to those beautiful heavens and rebounded and my prayers were answered. When i saw the part of the highway that he flipped over and that giant hill he went down it made me cry all over again. It amazed the hell out of me that he got out of there with only 3 stiches in his nose! and then when i saw how bad his truck was smashed? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH he was so LUCKY!!!! GOD I LOVE HIM SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH! ITS LIKE HE ALWAYS GONNA BE BY MY SIDE HE'S ALWAYS GONNA TAKE MY SIDE AND HE'S ALWAYS GONNA PROTECT ME AND HE'S NEVER GONNA EVER EVER EVER EVER LET ME DOWN!!!!!! he obsessed with me. i know it.