Happy New Year...
It started out pretty happy, and now is waning a bit. Still happy, but lacking something. Actually, no. Not really lacking anything. I've learned quite a bit over the last 2 months. I have been dating this guy since early December. Great guy. Took me out, held doors, held great conversations. I saw him this past Friday night. We went to the Met and then had dinner, and then he spent the night. Normal date really. We parted ways the next morning as I trekked off to work and he went home to get ready for his day. I've not spoken to him since. I did text him Saturday night wishing him a good evening with his family, and he text back as he usually does. Did not hear from him on Sunday, which is also normal because he does his football thing. I text him Monday and got nothing in return. Sent another text last night hinting at the possibility of him coming over...still nothing. I thought it was out of character, so I called him and left a message. Part of me really wants to hope he lost his phone or something simply because I have no idea why he would just ignore me (if that is the case). The other part of me thinks that for one reason or another I did something to disinterest him. Whatever. The good news is that I know that he treated me very nicely, holding doors, being attentive, taking me out, putting my jacket on for me. Things like that. Being affectionate. That is the type of man I deserve. And he came into my life to show me that I could feel again...
A small part of me though still has hope seeing as it has not even been a week yet. After a week I am taking the hint.
A small part of me though still has hope seeing as it has not even been a week yet. After a week I am taking the hint.