Nov 07, 2007 22:18
well yesterday was eddies funeral and friday was Bunn Bunn's. I didnt make it to two others that i should have but i just didnt think that i could handle 4 of them in one week. now i just feel empty and angry. I'm angry that they are gone, i'm angry that i didn't get to spend more time with them. I'm really just angry. I know it's not at all like me to be an angry person but i can't seem to be able to hold it all in now. I'm sure i will get over it in time. I don't really like feeling this way at all.