well here we are.
hmmm i noticed the lack of use and almost complete disregard for my own journal. i'm just to lazy to do this i suppose. i've never been much for writing down how i feel anyways. i suppose everynow and then i can give it a shot.
what's been up?
hmmm
standard confusion is a given.
along with class starting and a bit more of my time being taken up.
feels good to be on a slightly more active side. though i still do enjoy my down time.
mike left for germany so that's a huge change that i am going to have to get used to. in the process of doing so now, drunken beligerance and all. trying to make him proud.
i hate having to read into things. i never do that right. ever.
i wish i could find a way to make myself read for class. but apparently that's not my style.
i'm trying to think of everything that is somewhat bothering me just so i can get of my still scrawny chest.
oh i'm in a lot of writing classes now. it's a major change that comes from, well, the change of my major. it's hard to get used to as well.
i guess mainly i wish i had somewhere better to be than at my house right now. not that anything is going on. it's just the opposite. i want something to be going on.
doesn't matter. one person will suffice. two if you feel nasty ;)
but there is a piece of me that feels taken. like somebody else has it. and i don't know why. i'd feel a lot better if i could come up with even a couple of reasons, so it will be easier to explain when the time comes. if the time comes.
i suppose i am done for the night. if anyone wants me you know how to contact me.
later.
what's been up?
hmmm
standard confusion is a given.
along with class starting and a bit more of my time being taken up.
feels good to be on a slightly more active side. though i still do enjoy my down time.
mike left for germany so that's a huge change that i am going to have to get used to. in the process of doing so now, drunken beligerance and all. trying to make him proud.
i hate having to read into things. i never do that right. ever.
i wish i could find a way to make myself read for class. but apparently that's not my style.
i'm trying to think of everything that is somewhat bothering me just so i can get of my still scrawny chest.
oh i'm in a lot of writing classes now. it's a major change that comes from, well, the change of my major. it's hard to get used to as well.
i guess mainly i wish i had somewhere better to be than at my house right now. not that anything is going on. it's just the opposite. i want something to be going on.
doesn't matter. one person will suffice. two if you feel nasty ;)
but there is a piece of me that feels taken. like somebody else has it. and i don't know why. i'd feel a lot better if i could come up with even a couple of reasons, so it will be easier to explain when the time comes. if the time comes.
i suppose i am done for the night. if anyone wants me you know how to contact me.
later.