Dec 07, 2004 21:25
So feeling down lately due to the death of someone in my family.
yeah. one of my grandmother's died.
she was awesome.
it was so weird going to the wake because we have never had a death in the family so this was the 1st wake i had ever gone to.
seeing her, and knowing that she was no longer breathing, really scared me, and made me so incredibly sad. i dont think ive ever cried so hard.
my cousin ali and i stuck together, and comforted each other
(meaning: cryed our eyes out together).
when we got to St. Patricks they took her casket in the church and had some guy play the bagpipes.
totally lost it there.
so after the mass we had for her we went to Calvary cemetary in New Windsor and buried her.
Her casket was beautiful.
So after some more crying, we all took a rose from the arrangement that was on her casket and then left.
All of us (my entire family) went to Youngest Brother and had dinner. I cried some more at Youngest Brother, called out of work, and then finally relaxed.
Its like the saying out of sight out of mind. not that im saying that i wont think of her ever, but at the resturant there were plenty of disrtactions to take my mind off of her for at least alittle while.
im really going to miss her...
I love you nana. RIP