What A Boring Life I Live
Me and my parents went to the nursing home to visit my grandmother yesterday. I hate going there. Those old people smell of oldness or something. They talk but some of them don't make any sense. So I just kind of smile and pretend I'm listening. But my grandmother was happy to see me, as always. While we were there, my brother came in with his wife and kid. That made her really happy because she hasn't seen her great grandson in a very long time. We all hung out for a while so it was okay.
Today I'm still feeling like shit. I have a cold and it's really annoying. I just want to go back to bed, but my mom's asleep and someone needs to be awake to answer the phone and shit like that. I woke up at 6:50 because my retarded dog needed to go outside. I couldn't fall back to sleep afterwords, so I did the dishes. It took me over an hour. Who knew three people could make so many dirty dishes in one day.
Still no cutting. I can't remember how many days it's been, my days all seem to just be a blur. I've felt like it a bunch of times. Yesterday afternoon I got really sad all of a sudden. I have no idea what brought it on, but I ended up crying for the longest time. I don't understand. Why would I get sad when a second ago I was content? Over the past week I've had my good feelings and bad feelings. But it seems like this weekend I've had mostly depressed and negative feelings. I need sleep.
Today I'm still feeling like shit. I have a cold and it's really annoying. I just want to go back to bed, but my mom's asleep and someone needs to be awake to answer the phone and shit like that. I woke up at 6:50 because my retarded dog needed to go outside. I couldn't fall back to sleep afterwords, so I did the dishes. It took me over an hour. Who knew three people could make so many dirty dishes in one day.
Still no cutting. I can't remember how many days it's been, my days all seem to just be a blur. I've felt like it a bunch of times. Yesterday afternoon I got really sad all of a sudden. I have no idea what brought it on, but I ended up crying for the longest time. I don't understand. Why would I get sad when a second ago I was content? Over the past week I've had my good feelings and bad feelings. But it seems like this weekend I've had mostly depressed and negative feelings. I need sleep.