Life Fucking Sucks!
I feel really sad and angry and confused. I saw my therapist today, Sarah. She's going to be moving soon. So in April I will be seeing a new therapist that she thinks would work well with me. But I don't want another therapist. I like Sarah. I trust her. I feel comfortable talking to her. I like her methods and her structures. I like how she puts up with me when I answer "I don't know." And also how sometimes I don't say anything at all. I want her to be my therapist. This all fucking sucks. Life fucking sucks. Everything fucking sucks. I want to cut so badly right now. It's going to take forever for me to trust another therapist. *Sigh* I'm such a damn baby.