i knew it
new guy is acting weird. Wednesday night he called me and stated he was going to call his mom to bring him some food. Me being the nice person I am volunteered to bring him some. We hung out for little bit when he got a phone call from his friend telling him to meet him at a bar. He asked if i wanted to go, so i went with him. We drove separate cars even though it was still in pearland. Everything was cool until some girl he used to mess around with showed up. I swear he stared at her the whole time. He made me a rose out of a napkin and somehow she got one too. Kind of fucked up if you ask me, but i let it go, cuz thats what i do. As we were leaving she was outside with us, i dont know what happened after i left and really dont care to. He said he would call me the next day. so thursday he ignored my calls and message on his answering machine which i feel like a retard for leaving, but hey. So yeah thanksgiving sucked i had jack in the box. Then friday i get a call from him telling me he is home and i should come over. It kind of caught me off guard and made me feel like a retard for sending him gay messages online. So yeah i went over there and we ended going to his friends house, whom i knew like 6 years ago and he didnt remember me. The whole time they were telling stories of people i used to work with back in the day it was weird. It was starting to get late and he asked if i had anything to do on saturday and i told him no. He invited me to stay with him. Nothing happened just cuddling which was nice until he sliced my face open with his goatee. That will scare the fuck out of you when you are almost asleep. So yeah we hang out most of saturday and i got bored sitting around so i asked him if he wanted to go do something. He said he was gonna go to the movies with his friend and asked if wanted to go. Before I left they planned on going at 10, it was 6. As i was leaving he told me to call him later. I got out of the shower and called him, low and behold, no answer. Fucking figures. I called him the next day to see how the movie was and he was real short with his answers. I havent really talked to him since. I want to know what in the hell happened within 2 hours. I dont understand him. Guys are so hard to read. That or I just dont want to believe the obvious. The second I am ready to let a guy go they surprise me. I am hanging on by a thread and I hate that. I hate not being the one calling the shots. So found a new saying that i am going to live by. "The only thing a girl should chase...is her vodka." to make a story short, i havent exactly heard from him since saturday. homeboy needs to figure out what he wants and treat me that way.