this summer
Hey people... wow! this smmer is pretty much up.. and i am glad.. i know everyone said that summer oh five would be the best one yet... but sometimes i wonder if it really was <3As i write this i am cryin.. because i am VERY stressed out and i cant handle it... i am sick of gettin hurt, and hurting people. I really am, Well first off i hurt Mike Bonner soo bad, i dont know how he could ever forgive me, yet he did... he is amazing, and i talk to him about everyyything.. i love him... <333 Then i have my friends... which some are amazing.. others I wonder... "why do i even bother" deep down i know they dont care, sometimes i can tell by the way they talk to me the way they act around me or a lot of stuff.. i am just sick of it. Then u have a chick who has just RUINED my life, she takes everything good i have away from me... or she ruins it, she just was never there and never will be.. but oh well i am over it i learned to just drop the drama, and let everyone do their own thing.. I know who i want to be with now, and i am goin to make that happen. As for my vacation it is over, i got a pontiac grand am for my first car, and i am happy with that, and next weeek i have driver's ed.. just more stress...well i am feeling pretty low right now... :-( so i am goin in my room