i was thinking today....
Hello... today was a long day, but i feel i accomplished a lot...this morning, Kerri was upset, but i helped her through it, and i hope all is well now. Cassie did not come to school today either, but i dunno, i may sound mean, but i think that me and her are seperating, but what is there for me to do... she has been seeming different ever since she started with him... :-\, i know that Kerri is there for me, and always will be, after all she is a great listener, she is beautiful, and all around a great person. Anyways Kerri and i were at lunch today, and i told kerri that i just wanted to stop the time in my life, and be able to look around the cafeteria at all of the drama... i decided i did not want to be a part of this anymore... i am going to go out there, and make a whole bunch of new friendss, not look at people and talk about them, maybe i should get to know them first, and most of all, i am going to go out with who i want to, i dont care about what people think, after all.... i told a few people today who i like, and they were kind of ehhh about it, but it is my relationship, an di can do what i want. I want to turn my whole personality around, and i know this is al ong entry, but i am just trying to change, and i feel as if almost alll of my friends have changed, adn distanced from me, an di do not mind that... because they have changed for the worst...and i dont need that.I need to think about college and what not.. i know i sound all preppy, but it is the truth how do we all expect to go to these great colleges, when our grade s are hurendous... because what are we all doing... gettin caught up in this CRAZY non sense drama... i am over it, and above it... well i have work in a little bit so i am going to do some homework. Mucho amor- Lyss