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went to the candlelight vigil tonight at the chapel. first time ive been in a church in a long time. it actually felt good to be back in there. it was sad, people were upset and everything, but i dont know. i cant really get there - upset i mean. i dont know why though. a year ago i was scared out of my mind - mostly for other people. i dont know why though. all these commercials saying some people arent dealing with it yet. and i feel like i've delt with it...i just dont have anything to deal with. i dont know - maybe its too much, maybe its not enough. all i do know is im glad for the things i have, happy i've had the things i've lost, and appreciative that i've been blessed with a future.