Dec 03, 2006 23:04
Just to let you know....
-Everything that happened this past weekend was because of you. Drunk or sober- you said what you said, you did what you did.....and then you lied about it. If I could have a conversation with you right now, Id tell you that lying will only make things worse- and she would have forgiven you if you had just told the truth from the beggining.
- I honestly dont care how mad you were at me, the things that you said to me hurt me to the point where I wasnt even sad, or upset.....but I felt sick to my stomach. I believe your exact words were "Bitch, you aint shit to me. Never was". I just cant get those words out of my head, and the feeling of your strong hatred of me that probably filled your head, body, and fingers as you hit send on your phone. Just think of how I "wasnt shit to you" for the past 4 years, through your jailtime and drama....I definitely wasn't shit to you, right?
-And even after you said those hateful things, I still went out of my way to try and make things right for you....only to find out that I probably made it worse because you had lied even more.
-Oh, and you wanted talk about it? But then you changed your mind, right? According to you we "needed to work it out so we can be friends".....but then you probably rememberd how I "aint shit to you" and said fuck it. Really though, thats okay. What friendship is there to rekindle? We were never really friends and we both know it. So, thankyou for letting me know how you really felt about me. And just remember that I was actually the mature one throughout this whole ordeal. You still wanna talk? Oh dont worry hunny- Im here with open ears.....but I know it wont happen- because youve never been one to like closure in your life.