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can you hear me?
cause im screaming at you.
get up.
wake up.
i waiting for you.
i keep pounding on the wall.
just to keep in contact with you.
braking everything in site!
hold me back with all your might.
Im acting less like me
trying to making everyone happy
so easy for me
to smile through my tears.
im lost in my nightmares
threw away all my dreams
poking at myself
to find a better someone.
And while my head spins
I scream
can anybody hear me?!
now im choking on reality.
dont wake me up.
Im dreaming of a better place
somewhere without me.
And i see my friends smiling face.
I fall to the floor
wishing for no more
you throw a knife.
laughing at my life.
last night Corinne and i went to the mall, i brought my camera . . .
Ok, so we were walking around and we went into KB Toys. We were about to leave and these two boys walked in, about our age i suppose. I turn to Corinne "should i hug them?" . . . "Yes" . . . so i walk over to one of them and give a boy I DONT EVEN KNOW a hug!!! "Yeah . . . uhh you have a goodnight too." he said. I released and left. We started cracking up!!! it was soo funny! The next victim was a store . . . Disney. We just did some random stuff in there. It was really fun. Then we went to this art store and posed funnily. We went into some clothes store and took some random pictures. It was fun stuff! We went more toward the food court and went into Starbucks to get a non coffee drink, (coffee is so gross). There was this is one amazing looking guy who walked in with his friend. i wanted a picture. He was older though, like ehhh maybe 20. We got our drink walked out, they were standing in front of the door, so . . . "Can i have a hug?" i smiled and asked sweetly. He smiled back and looked flattered "Yeah!!" he was soo nice! We walked away. That was our mall adventure, and if i can get my computer to be nice, i will put up pictures.
By the way, i dont like Tomas anymore. i gave up over this weekend. cant always get what we want now can we? : P There is one person, besides Tom Chaplin, who i like, but im not saying. i will tell one person . . . that is my bestestestestest friend Alli. I love her. . . ALLI I LOVE YOU!