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well i have been looking up adoptive parents all morning and found 2 i really liked i wanna get in contact with them to talk to them and possibly visit them i never relised how hard this will be but i think with open adoption it will be good i will still get to know how my baby is doing and still get to see my child just know that my child is being raised by a wonderful famliy i just keep praying and hopin this will change my life around
most of you kow me and alot of my past well after i found out the news that i was going to be having a baby i quit alot of what i was doing started goin to church spending more time with my mother n brother and pretty much started changing my life around this is something that if your going through itll hit you harder then anything else
ive lived on the streets ive done just about everything and nothing could straighten me out
now there is something that has and is i look at this as a good sign but on thats gonna hurt cause i cant lie and say it wont
im having a child and giving it up for adoption that would hurt just about anyone ....
but life is going good i have very supportive friends and famliy and a great wonderful boyfriend and church thats all i can ask for right now
i know alot of people are lookin at me wrong and this isnt something i can hide like alot of other things ... my stomach is getting alot bigger and is only gonna keep growing
but i have made a good choice i think and the best choice my baby can have ..... that is all
most of you kow me and alot of my past well after i found out the news that i was going to be having a baby i quit alot of what i was doing started goin to church spending more time with my mother n brother and pretty much started changing my life around this is something that if your going through itll hit you harder then anything else
ive lived on the streets ive done just about everything and nothing could straighten me out
now there is something that has and is i look at this as a good sign but on thats gonna hurt cause i cant lie and say it wont
im having a child and giving it up for adoption that would hurt just about anyone ....
but life is going good i have very supportive friends and famliy and a great wonderful boyfriend and church thats all i can ask for right now
i know alot of people are lookin at me wrong and this isnt something i can hide like alot of other things ... my stomach is getting alot bigger and is only gonna keep growing
but i have made a good choice i think and the best choice my baby can have ..... that is all