driving down the road alone
leg cramps hurt. you think a leg cramp wouldn't be something that you should concentrate on, when you should be trying to find a way to create world peace, but it is. everyone thinks about themselves before others. i guess a lot of people won't admitt it because it makes them seem like a bad person, but if everyones doing it then if you're not you're the only one left out. i can't say i dont put myself before others at times, because i do. i want to be able to say that i think of everyone else before myself but i dont. and even if i did, then by saying how much i thought about other people it would still be bringing all the attention right back to me. i honestly hate attention, it makes me nervous. i hate walking into rooms in school, or anywhere actually, when you dont' know who will be in there. but once again, no one cares that you're walking in. they're concentrating on themselves and they don't even know it. paying attention to your teacher is for your own good. so when i walk into a room and become nervous, and think everyone staring at me, they're not. or are they. i guess i wouldnt ever know because i dont end up looking up to see whos looking back at me. i wish that i could fly away above creepy kids in social studies classes. they just dont understand.