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[crazyfool27]

so today is thanksgiving.. who freakin cares.. dont get me wrong.. im thankful for everything i have.. but i just hate holidays .. well minus christmas and st.pattys day (my b-day).. i dont know why.. its just the way it is.. and having my neighbors always have like a million people at there house doesnt help.. cuz its like i wish i had that.. my family dosnt have those huge holiday partys with each other.. my whole family hardly get together.. and i kinda wish we did.. i kinda wish we could all just get a long and not pretend to like each other.. grr.. im in a shitty mood and i know why but who cares.. i mean seriously.. i wish i was 5 again.. but on a good note.. my uncle and terri are comin saturday with their new puppy Black Jack .. Jack for short.. which is/was my grandpas name.. kinda ironic.. man i miss him.. i this old ring that i have that was his.. i put it on and just sat there and thought of all the good times we had.. i miss him soo much.. but i gotta stop thinking about it bc im gonna start crying and thats no good.. i gotta leave now.. familys goin to see a movie..

theres more i wanna say
ill write it later..