Here I am
Alone again in the dark of night
No one up, except me
No balance
No comfort
What am I doing here?
Feeling sorry for myself again
Just too much pain
Just too much shame
Happiness on the surface
And sadness in my heart
Growing black, and cold
Holding on, trying to be bold
Can't seem to find myself
Just rolling with each new day
Walking through the motions
But I don't know where I'm going
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
Can't seem to get rid of it
But I remember everything
Beneath the ruins of time
And the whispers of love
I still feel the same
But there is no one to blame
Ashamed of what I've become
Can't look at myself
Without breaking down
Without wondering why?
I get lost in the sounds
Lost in my emotion
Nobody to steer me clear
Except Myself
Fighting myself
Fighting my thoughts
And letting go
Of what I know
No one up, except me
No balance
No comfort
What am I doing here?
Feeling sorry for myself again
Just too much pain
Just too much shame
Happiness on the surface
And sadness in my heart
Growing black, and cold
Holding on, trying to be bold
Can't seem to find myself
Just rolling with each new day
Walking through the motions
But I don't know where I'm going
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
Can't seem to get rid of it
But I remember everything
Beneath the ruins of time
And the whispers of love
I still feel the same
But there is no one to blame
Ashamed of what I've become
Can't look at myself
Without breaking down
Without wondering why?
I get lost in the sounds
Lost in my emotion
Nobody to steer me clear
Except Myself
Fighting myself
Fighting my thoughts
And letting go
Of what I know