Oct 13, 2003 05:13
"Dear jon I like you too much
I used to be attracted to boys who would lie to me
And think solely about themselves
And you were plenty self - destructive for my taste
At the time I used to say the more tragic the better the truth is
Whenever I think about the early 90's
Your face comes up with a vengeance like it was yesterday"
will i ever be more than just a piece of ass to you???
"fuck and run ever since i was 15 fuck and run
here you are supposed to be more than just a fuck you are supposed to love me and when we get together we fuck and after we fuck (i know what's coming next)it's "i should get going, what are you doing tomorrow?" and i'm like "i'm working (as a tear silently rolls down my cheek, you always were good at that)" and i guess think you are being funny when you tell me to come and see you at work, knowing damn well that i don't have the time to see anyone. what the fuck is going on in your head. am i only a game to you? do you think i pursue you cause you see me from time to time? if you do, you are wrong. i won't lie i miss you, i'll be the first to admit it ... and ya so what if i was drunk i didn't lie or say anything new, anything you didn't already know. but i'll be damned if i keep playing these games.. i fucking loved you... i still fucking love you but i'm not sure that you see this.
but you know what fuck you and fuck all you other stupid assholes that choose to stay (or go back with) with you psycho ex's (the ones you talked so much trash about) and give up the wonderful girl to be with them!!! you are all fucked in the head and when the try and run you over i don't want to hear you bitch cause it's your own fucking fault!!!