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it has been so long since i've posted. the semester is going well, but physiology is going to kick my ass. i love having my own room. though it's always messy. tennis with kimmy is awesome, as i knew it would be. i miss seeing her every day, though. i dont see the girls next door as much i would like. i miss them too. i think i'm living in
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But that's not me, and there is a more logical way, which is to tell you you're being emo and crazy again and you KNOW it will be fine and you'll love your life in four years too, because this is just an early onset of the ridiculous shit you went through senior year of high school. I found examples from your livejournal!
"which brings me to my suitemates. they all seem nice, it's just that we don't really all click that great. like, i don't see myself become best (or even just really good) friends with any of them except rachel (who's in marching band with me)" Damn Mere, it sure is a weird coincidence that the Kimmy you're talking about now is one of the people you said you wouldln't even be good friends with. Your foresight is amazing.
"how do i say good-bye to the last 4 years of my life?" I remember this being hard then...it was for all of us...but honestly, do you look back and get all emo and miss high school now? Didn't think so.
"so, concluding, i am more excited to start at uva now than ever, and, assuming i can find friends who don't want to party all the time, i think i will looove college." This is you figuring out you might like y our future, but note the conditional. I couldn't find the giant anti-drinking entry you had, but suffice it to say that the you of senior year would have judged the shit out of the you now, though you seem to enjoy being you now.
In conclusion, you are being a silly foresightless bitch. Snap out of it or at least save it for 4th year.
I do this because I love you ;) Grocery shopping again in a couple weeks! Be excited!
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