Jul 15, 2007 20:42
this summer is awesome. i am making money and still hanging out with friends a lot. i love my friends and i think this summer has been so good for me. slash college has been good for me. slash i really dont know what i'm talking about, or how to phrase it, but i feel better about myself than i did a year ago. and i think i'm more comfortable with myself. not that i wasn't comfortable with myself before, but now i guess i'm better at not focusing on everyone's opinions of me. although i'm still what people would consider "bad" at that, as in i think about it too much. but i'm getting better. blah that made absolutely no sense to even me.
but harry potter is coming out in less than 6 days and i am so freaking excited. i have basically all of the 4th, 5th, and 6th books still to read, but i will finish them goddamit. even if i'm still reading the 6th one in barnes and noble while waiting with cory and lauren on friday night :)
and also in 6 days is THE BEACH! i am so super excited, as always. i think i'm going to try and make the Deathly Hallows last for more than a few hours (by reading only a couple chapters a night). cuz i'll be away from everyone for a week, so i dont have to worry about the ending being ruined, and there'll be so much to do with my cousins that i wont be just sitting around focusing on how i'm NOT reading HP. so that means that when I get back to va beach and have finished the book, everyone who has read it better be up for more post-harry potter discussion with me, since it will have been bottled up. ohmygod harry potter is going to be over and i am going to cry like a baby.
and i'm so excited for my apt in c-ville and marching band and seeing my uva friends again and then having a car so i'll still be able to visit my OL friends who i'm going to miss like crazy. oh the winner of america's next top model is about to be revealed. though i've seen this finale before, but i dont remember who won...ohh it's danielle! i thought it was going to be joanie.