More journalish shit from my past
So this is what I am thinking as of right now(10:56p on Wednesday night-9/29/04). Craziness, I tell you. Total and unexplainable craziness. I need to feel something that I haven't felt in a long time. I need change. I'm craving it. A new feeling. An NWO would be cool right now. Something with a little chaos and excitment. Maybe that is where I will find my absent feeling.
But then again, no. I speak of love. A feeling that my soul has not touched in many moons. A feeling so glorious, the pain from all of mankind could not hinder or break a train of thought. I need someone.
I think the name Two Sides is actually cool for a very deserving band. Two sides-I could go into it, or I could not. It doesn't really matter. Or does it matter to fate. What is fate?
I don't know how to cut it as a good friend. I can't be there for everyone. I forget to call people, and regret it only for a short time. I think too much of myself, and not the needs of others. I do feel this way.
I miss love. I want love to return. My mother tells me to stop looking for it because you can't make it happen. I guess it just happens. I wonder why my father never found a woman to suit him. Craziness i tell you. Utter and total craziness in my life.
It is mine, I suppose. Better get to sleep to remedy tiredness expected with the coming morning. AAAAAAAAAAAAhhhhhhhhhh
But then again, no. I speak of love. A feeling that my soul has not touched in many moons. A feeling so glorious, the pain from all of mankind could not hinder or break a train of thought. I need someone.
I think the name Two Sides is actually cool for a very deserving band. Two sides-I could go into it, or I could not. It doesn't really matter. Or does it matter to fate. What is fate?
I don't know how to cut it as a good friend. I can't be there for everyone. I forget to call people, and regret it only for a short time. I think too much of myself, and not the needs of others. I do feel this way.
I miss love. I want love to return. My mother tells me to stop looking for it because you can't make it happen. I guess it just happens. I wonder why my father never found a woman to suit him. Craziness i tell you. Utter and total craziness in my life.
It is mine, I suppose. Better get to sleep to remedy tiredness expected with the coming morning. AAAAAAAAAAAAhhhhhhhhhh