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holy fuck this week is goin 2 hell im so gettin close 2 haven breakdowns again and those suck i have no idea whats goin on or wtf 2 do im goin nuts here and ontop of it all this fucken work is way 2 much 4 me no one gets that i really dun get alotta things anymore everyones just o stop bein lazy well bein lazy 4 aslong as i have puts u behind cuz u didnt learn somethin then u couldnt learn somethin cuz u didnt learn that something an then u have no idea how 2 do anything an u cant fix it so peoples get mad at me cuz they say i make excusses an i dont try but i am tryen an im sinkin and everything other than studyen seems 2 b goin to hell 2 im so freaked out right now idk what 2 do anymore