my friends are so depressed i feel the feeling of the emptiness
Okay don't get scared
don't read if you don't like that beginning
i dont' really want to die, i don't really think this totally is applicable to me and the you is more then you think it is so let it go read on enjoy creative writing
Take a gun to my head
Tell where it’s going to end
I never wanted to live I never want to live
I never wanted to believe
In what life had to give
It was a never a big deal until I had to be
Something I never wanted to be
And me
The boy standing at the end
Staring down the barrel at the void of existence
I never wanted to live I never wanted to live
I never wanted to believe in the existence
Of being one step from the edge
I’m feeling it now
I don’t know where to go
Because you can’t just go there and back again
At the end this is it
There isn’t anything left
You just come and go
There has to be more to than this
But I can’t see it now
Will it ever be clear?
Somebody has to know
Tell me how to die
And show me why
Forever time in this rhyme
For all time never let me be fine
I don't know how it feels to be by
Myself in this and never outside of the inside world
In which a live solely for you and why
When it all comes to be the end I’ll find out why
I tried to so hard and failed to see
The end of you and me to be
What we always wanted to be
The greatest thing that ever was
I failed for it all to see
The waves of the ocean slowly going by
And at the end we fell and I tried to get back up but my bed was too good for it all
So I took it all out and cried
Because it took me all away
And I flew to you
And saw the flames
And there was nothing
And there was nothing
But a void
In me and not you
You
Don’t seem to realize the way it is
But just show why it is my time
And I will go in peace
For it isn’t now it will be
And if isn’t then it maybe a while
Show how to die
And show why it is the time
But don’t show the void without out pushing me down.
Can I please sleep away the days when I don’t feel its worth it
I just want to be alone with myself in another land where everything ends being just about as good as I can see can I just sleep it all away wake up with everything being okay and being happy how am I not what I’m suppose to be because I never wanted to be anymore they I told me I should I never really never really found who I was to me and why I was around here I’ve never done it for me. I never wanted more then what they wanted for me and I don’t know anymore then they want me to be more then I wanted to be. Cause I don’t know myself, myself, Cause I don’t myself, myself, don’t know myself at all I never ever ever got a chance to find it out. I just did what thought was right lead moral life. But never found just what I wanted, just who really was, wanted model life the one everyone else talked about, not Cause I wanted it because I wanted to be like everybody else, and now I don’t know what I was suppose to be, when I’m alone inside, I feel the void of emptiness don’t ask me how I feel Cause I don’t know what I feel. I’m at the edge an all I want is my own happiness, but I don’t know what that truly is.
don't worry i'm not that bad and don't tell me its going to be okay and don't tell life is importatn it is i know that, but sometimes one emotion sparks writing and i need someone to read it and say okay that's good i dunno just read it take it at face value and move on and if you don't comment its cool i don't know how i feel
don't read if you don't like that beginning
i dont' really want to die, i don't really think this totally is applicable to me and the you is more then you think it is so let it go read on enjoy creative writing
Take a gun to my head
Tell where it’s going to end
I never wanted to live I never want to live
I never wanted to believe
In what life had to give
It was a never a big deal until I had to be
Something I never wanted to be
And me
The boy standing at the end
Staring down the barrel at the void of existence
I never wanted to live I never wanted to live
I never wanted to believe in the existence
Of being one step from the edge
I’m feeling it now
I don’t know where to go
Because you can’t just go there and back again
At the end this is it
There isn’t anything left
You just come and go
There has to be more to than this
But I can’t see it now
Will it ever be clear?
Somebody has to know
Tell me how to die
And show me why
Forever time in this rhyme
For all time never let me be fine
I don't know how it feels to be by
Myself in this and never outside of the inside world
In which a live solely for you and why
When it all comes to be the end I’ll find out why
I tried to so hard and failed to see
The end of you and me to be
What we always wanted to be
The greatest thing that ever was
I failed for it all to see
The waves of the ocean slowly going by
And at the end we fell and I tried to get back up but my bed was too good for it all
So I took it all out and cried
Because it took me all away
And I flew to you
And saw the flames
And there was nothing
And there was nothing
But a void
In me and not you
You
Don’t seem to realize the way it is
But just show why it is my time
And I will go in peace
For it isn’t now it will be
And if isn’t then it maybe a while
Show how to die
And show why it is the time
But don’t show the void without out pushing me down.
Can I please sleep away the days when I don’t feel its worth it
I just want to be alone with myself in another land where everything ends being just about as good as I can see can I just sleep it all away wake up with everything being okay and being happy how am I not what I’m suppose to be because I never wanted to be anymore they I told me I should I never really never really found who I was to me and why I was around here I’ve never done it for me. I never wanted more then what they wanted for me and I don’t know anymore then they want me to be more then I wanted to be. Cause I don’t know myself, myself, Cause I don’t myself, myself, don’t know myself at all I never ever ever got a chance to find it out. I just did what thought was right lead moral life. But never found just what I wanted, just who really was, wanted model life the one everyone else talked about, not Cause I wanted it because I wanted to be like everybody else, and now I don’t know what I was suppose to be, when I’m alone inside, I feel the void of emptiness don’t ask me how I feel Cause I don’t know what I feel. I’m at the edge an all I want is my own happiness, but I don’t know what that truly is.
don't worry i'm not that bad and don't tell me its going to be okay and don't tell life is importatn it is i know that, but sometimes one emotion sparks writing and i need someone to read it and say okay that's good i dunno just read it take it at face value and move on and if you don't comment its cool i don't know how i feel