@sylvia

[crazydrunkjoe]

There are things-

Quiet words
I wished to say to you
Simple places
I wished to go with you
Beautiful dreams
I wished to make come true

And there are things-

Angry voices
Raised at each other in the green grass
Complicated locations
Walked there and turned around only to walk back
Horrible nightmares
That turned into our realities.

That I have known about you
And reaching out to you and falling desperately off the cliff
I found that none of them were what I wanted
Not what happened, not the things that never came true
All I wanted were

Things-

A hug in the night
That I could always ask for
A promise to be there
When no one else seemed to be
The love of a friend
Instead of the love of a woman.

i fucking miss my best friend...