..i'll take you to the candy shop..

[crazydreamer03]

my phone started ringing in algebra a few minutes ago,it was matty returning my call from last night. its been so crazy around here lately! between school and work,ive been crazy stressed! So i went into my parents room this morning to find my cat wrapped up in this slint thingie(those things u wear when u sprain things) and i called my mom to see what was up. she said she keeps pulling her hair out of one spot and as much as its killing us and we dont want to,she's taking her to the doctor today. i had to SCREAM at her NOT to put her to sleep and she kept saying "i have to know whats wrong with her" and im crying my eyes out telling her not to,she finally agreed that she wouldnt put her to sleep TODAY. i cant deal with the fact that my cat is dying. im about to break down into tears here. yes i knew the day would come one day but not this quickly. she was fine 2 months ago. and then BOOM! she got so skinny all of a sudden and her spots got worse and its just horrible. i know he's gonna say she's dying,we all know that but she isnt dying TODAY!

so anyways..im excited that stephen comes home from the field today because he's been there since tuesday and i havent talked to him since monday. i keep counting the days down till he comes home in AUGUST! i dont know what it is about me and army guys..i swore i'd never fall for one but i have and its terrible because he's not just a car ride away! WHY couldnt he just have stayed in houston??? UGHHH on him..

ok i cant concentrate anymore..i keep thinking about midnight..i love that cat,ive had her since 6th grade! im gonna go home and let all my tears out now.