My Final ~incomplete~
the people who matter the most+are the ones who are farthest away~
unseen+i walk+like a ghost+as these words grow old and decay~
i find no solace in existing+in this place where i don.t want to stay~
just how high can you soar when you.re chained to the ground where you lay~>
i walk on my path in the darkness+as you reach for my heart through the glass~
everything around me seems hopeless]the good shall all die+not to last~
i walk through the mud that.s been left me+as in my face is thrown dregs of the past~
like the few other good things i.ve clung too+will our love die and fade just as fast~>
i feel so empty+so broken]my paper wings were not meant to fly~
a droplet of blood is my token+the question on my lips is why~
her love i strive for+i die for+but it.s too far no matter what i try~
how i wish you were here to hold me+as myself to sleep i cry~
how do i know what is real+as i long for the coolness of rain~
how do i know what to feel+like the warmth of your love without pain~
i fight so hard to do right+in this home where i just can.t stay sane~
maybe true peace i will find+when at last my body she.s slain~
so much is lost in the telling+this story will never be whole~
the storms in my life are not quelling+and i wish i could find you+to hold~
you love holds me up+my strong pillar+or else under the tide i would fold~
i wish for the warmth of a body+for alone+i know only the cold~
all around me these shadows are bragging of the hate that is so much the style~
far behind them i.m lagging+pouring my heart into a crystal vial~
in front of the world and my family+i know that my life is on trial~
till that.s it+it.s the end+i won.t take this]i break down+and i write this+ MY FINAL~
Anne~
These words hold no power.
Nor will they till I know this is real.
Until then, I walk in my dream.
I love you.~
unseen+i walk+like a ghost+as these words grow old and decay~
i find no solace in existing+in this place where i don.t want to stay~
just how high can you soar when you.re chained to the ground where you lay~>
i walk on my path in the darkness+as you reach for my heart through the glass~
everything around me seems hopeless]the good shall all die+not to last~
i walk through the mud that.s been left me+as in my face is thrown dregs of the past~
like the few other good things i.ve clung too+will our love die and fade just as fast~>
i feel so empty+so broken]my paper wings were not meant to fly~
a droplet of blood is my token+the question on my lips is why~
her love i strive for+i die for+but it.s too far no matter what i try~
how i wish you were here to hold me+as myself to sleep i cry~
how do i know what is real+as i long for the coolness of rain~
how do i know what to feel+like the warmth of your love without pain~
i fight so hard to do right+in this home where i just can.t stay sane~
maybe true peace i will find+when at last my body she.s slain~
so much is lost in the telling+this story will never be whole~
the storms in my life are not quelling+and i wish i could find you+to hold~
you love holds me up+my strong pillar+or else under the tide i would fold~
i wish for the warmth of a body+for alone+i know only the cold~
all around me these shadows are bragging of the hate that is so much the style~
far behind them i.m lagging+pouring my heart into a crystal vial~
in front of the world and my family+i know that my life is on trial~
till that.s it+it.s the end+i won.t take this]i break down+and i write this+ MY FINAL~
Anne~
These words hold no power.
Nor will they till I know this is real.
Until then, I walk in my dream.
I love you.~